Afraid

 I'm scared! I am afraid!

Afraid to get in touch with my feelings,

Afraid to speak my mind,

Afraid to fail,

Afraid to trust,
Afraid to tell him how I really feel,
Afraid to wear ripped Jean's because I'll disappoint my family.

In short I am afraid to be myself and its killing me.
Maybe this is the first step I needed to take; realization.
Now I need to work on accepting myself,
I don't want to live in this little caved box forever.