Weary

He is so familiar to me. I mean His work, His love, His Grace, His kindness and yet I don't know Him. 

I've heard about Him from family and friends. He has come through for me because of my family and friends. For the longest time I've been telling everyone I know Him. The truth is I don't.

I want to write about Him and talk about Him from a personal point of view, not by association. I've been faking our relationship for way too and I don't think I can do that anymore. 

This is not the ideal God is a great message, turn to Him.  I know He is real and I want to experience His goodness, faithfulness, tests... for myself because I've been faking it for way too long.